Hello... its been a bit and I do have an explanation for you.
When I started this blog I was not sure how it would play into my own personal story. I just knew I was to start. So I did.
After shouting out into the great void of the internet cosmos some of the things that have been on my mind and in the salon of our collective psyche I found that there are many people on the line.
Lots of us, men and women both young and old, wondering about the very same things. Asking ourselves the same questions.
Glad to report I also found that most of us do not want to receive the same answer our neighbor received to the same question. We simply want an answer that satisfies our personal inner knowing, our unique way of being.
Something we remember somehow.
Like a Deja Vu, having a word beyond your reach and yet still on the tip of your tongue, or the sensation of feeling what your dream was about last night without having any pictures to retrieve from your memory file.
On the subject of Love and Happiness we are all pretty much the same at our core. We want to feel love and we want to be happy.
This requires much of us in terms of knowing who we really are, admitting what we want to do and deciding what our heart truly desires to have in our lives.
This also requires much of us in terms of sharing what we find along the way. Leading to the infinite reciprocating cycle of giving and receiving Love and Happiness with others.
These articles are where I am dedicated to sharing the Love and Happiness that I find along the way, with all of you.
Now, my personal versions of Love and Happiness do not include a mask of either. Its not about simply pretending things are wonderful. Its not about keeping the surface spic and span while piling the trash and baggage up behind me.
This is why I promised to tell the whole truth here. Even display my lovely ugly bits and, even more terrifying in my world, sharing what I "see" and what I really want with you as well.
Over the last couple of months I have been comfortable sharing things that I have already processed and learned. Older experiences that have lost their "sharp-pointedness" of expression in my emotional legacy.
These have been relatively easy. By the time you see them I've transformed them into stories, legends, myths about myself and the modern world.
(I am a former stage and film actress after all. The only profession I know to attract more dramatical people - yes I know that dramatical is not a word; its been used, so... its a word now - than us thespians would be hair and makeup artists.)
Now I am finding this story-telling-post-complete-processing to no longer be sufficient.
As a part of my journey to owning all of me, of reaching my potential in every way (most importantly my potential to "grow in love") I must now tell all.
Tell it as it happens, even if it has an excruciatingly firm point. Especially then.
Through surrendering to the idea that I am Safe, that I am Home and that I cannot get this life thing wrong, I aim to remove that sharp pointedness once and for all.
Through this I am seeking an experience of the journey, an experience of life, that honors the past, sees the currently reality clearly and holds glorious visions of the future.
I want Love and Happiness to pervade every moment of the Now, through holding all concepts of time - those things called past, present and future - in their sight and in their arms.
How am I exactly what I have been looking for all along?
This is what I want to answer now.
I hope the recent photo of me above is enough to let you know that I am feeling very serious about all this.
Watch out for another post this week... its about to get real.
"Let the Beauty we love, be what we do; there are hundreds of ways to kneel and kiss the ground." - Rumi
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